Dreams

All my life I've lived a lie,
never opening an eye.
The truth is bright it clouds my mind
Blinds me with the truth at hand
How I wish this was a dream
How I wish I could scream
Wake up with an angel's kiss
and find myself in eternal bliss
And blessed indeed I would be
To have this nightmare not haunt me
How I wish i could look in a mirror
To see myself devoid of fear
How I long to shed a tear
Without the constant battle with fear

This world as it seems to me
A blindfold pulled across my eye
A movie shot on cheap film
A movie I'm not enjoying much
Can't walk away , cuz it seems
I sold my soul for the ticket
Its like a hallucination
Rosy picture ,but a premonition
Mirages I have seen before
And knowing what lies in store
How I wish i could wake up.

Jeevan
12-4-03